John Lee Wagas

  • Despair, Anguish, & Human Responsibility

    There is a fine line between will and control. A person may will something to be, desiring that it ‘be the case’ or become reality, but that will is rarely paired with control. As much as I would like—or will—my… Continue reading

    Despair, Anguish, & Human Responsibility
  • Leaving Catholicism

    I’m not misspeaking when say that I’m leaving Catholicism, rather than saying I’ve already left it. Though I was confirmed in the Episcopal Church two years ago and joined my local congregation a year before that, this whole thing remains… Continue reading

    Leaving Catholicism
  • The Disruption of the Cross

    This post is taken from the prepared text of the reflection I preached at my parish’s Good Friday Service. The video can be found here, and the scripture readings can be found here. When I was in middle school, one… Continue reading

    The Disruption of the Cross
  • Revisiting ‘Puhon’

    Eventually. Soon. God-willing. In the future. Someday. Puhon. I still wrestle this word, and I don’t think my struggle with it will ever cease. Not because of anything linguistic or cultural, but existential. What is it that I am hoping… Continue reading

    Revisiting ‘Puhon’
  • An Impromptu Evening Prayer

    While walking around the Haight in San Francisco this evening, I felt like I needed to pray. Not merely that I wanted to, although that may be part of it, but something in me felt so moved to that it… Continue reading

    An Impromptu Evening Prayer